Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥.
omg... i reli wan gone crazy liao man...
reli feel tat every seconds i spend here is such a waste man... i wan 2 go kl nw... i wan 2 spend more time vif her man... juz wan hav more time vif her now as future no tis chance oso liao... die lah... reli regret... why i choose dba at 1st...
reli envy when i noe lippy can always go inti... haiz... no bu shuang him oh... scare ppls misunderstanding... however i still need 2 wait 4 i yr? wat the... i reli change my mind liao... wat 1 yr vry fast? i tin 1 more week reli cant tahan liao...
1 yr still need 2 wait 4 hw long oh... reli lik many yrs lik tat... it's killing me man... juz a vry short post... write out express a while...
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Stopped writing @ 1/29/2008
Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥.
lol... so long times no update liao... reli busy 4 my assignments loh... sien d ler... haha... reli no mood out oso... tis sem dunno y lik gt so many stress lik tat... money, study, or other factor?
haha... however luckily i but my new year shirts long ago liao... haha... 6 shirts and 3 trousers... 4 a boy siao liao? lol... no lah... haha... dunno y... recently keep tin of change myself... or said reform better? i wan 2 change my style... my shirt, my taste must change a bit liao... my talking skill muz change oso liao... erps... dunwan do rapper anymore... no ppl noe wat i say... walking style oso... cannot jump jump jump lik tat... muz walk vry properly...
lol... and i finally no need go australia after my diploma liao... woohoo... as my parent plan 2 let me go australia after my diploma d... last time gt talk a bit... i reli shock oso... so smooth!!! they agree so fast... haha... after go kl liao no chance buy so many liao... lik lippy... lol... so i buy in advance 1st loh... haha... erm... reli hope can reli successful 2 reform myself... dunwan lik last time d me... haiz... hopeless lik tat... erm... hope reform liao can more smooth in future lah... erm... many reason...
haiz... i reli desperate liao man... haha... recently reli struggle 4 money... plan 2 do a tin... but cost much... and i no working now... muz work after my exam immediately liao... mb 2 works 2gether... erpz... jia hao recommend me a job agin... wat sell credit card d... although he said lik vry easy lik tat but i dun tin so after i kena brain wash by agnes... anyways nt sure about tis... however still wan say tis 1st lah... who wan credit card pls find me pls... beg u all... :P haha
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Stopped writing @ 1/27/2008
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ♥.
haha... nth special lah... juz wan come update onli..
haha... now i reli come ofiicially say tat i no bu shuang of ARS teacher anymore!!! i "kan kai" liao... nt worth it at all... lol... learn a tin from a friend... "we should c a tin from another degree"... haha... harm 2 health oso... hehe...
tat phrase reli make my heart vry stable lik tat... ( we should c a tin from another degree)... yup... let me shun bian share here lah... there is a story about gt a teacher write a dot in a white board 1 day... then d teacher ask:" what did u all c?" then all d student ans tat:"a dot" then d teacher reply tat:"y dun u all say is whiteborad? y u all wan 2 say is a dot?" sumtimes mb we face a vry big d problem that will make us sad, angry, envy or others... but why dun us change a degree 2 look through it?
haha... reli ok liao... haha... i feel weird oso ler... i will lik 2 hear tis oso... lik i m a kid or vry old liao... normally a teenagers lik us should get bored of tis liao... haha...
and... dunno how... back 2 worry agin... when i saw her personal msg write tat who r the 1... i ady dunno...@@ gt a bad feel of these word... haiz...
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Stopped writing @ 1/17/2008
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 ♥.
erpz... super bu shuang 2day man... kena "wu lu" by a teacher 2day loh... tat ARS teacher loh... grrr... i nvr so bu shuang of a ppl be4 d loh...
wat the... last time i dun vry lik her d... but after a few days i reli has more and more gd impresstion about her liao... but end up wat? wakao... said such a words 2 me... reli makes me damn bu shuang... if i noe manu bad words i reli wan scold out liao... tis time i reli serious... there r many ppls tat r reli dislik bt many others ppl be4 d... but i oso dun hav dun lik... i reli tin tat i temper reli gd liao... however... tis time i seriously SUPER HATE that TEACHER... said such a words jus becoz i talk more a bit in class? wat the...
there r d reasons that make me reli despite her:
1 ) she tot she so expert lik tat? "4 my long time exp, i noe who will going 2 fail" "who is d F student" "i tin u all noe already lah"... she tot she so gd? other subjects fail liao i oso will pass ASR 4 sure tis time...
2 ) when there r a group discussion, he ask my group member... when i member face sum problem ans... she said"no i muz tin of a way... do u noe why i dun ask tis boy but ask u? becoz i noe tat tis boy will talk lots of craps... nth will come out of his mind... there is no use 2 ask him 1... blah blah blah" walao... she tin juz she vry clever lik tat?
3 ) okok... when i dun "ji jiao" tat... when i wan 2 help a bit 2 ans... tis reli serious man... then she said"wat r u trying 2 say?..." then she even dun let me has d chance 2 talk... wat a "gd" teacher man...
4 ) she even said i dun do anytins in a group d... wat d... said they s2pid pick me? and if d marks r low then they will noe wat is d problems...
5 ) tis is d tins happens vry vry 1st... at 1st she wan me sit in front and she said she will nt respect me if i dun respect her... although at 1st i accept it since it was my wrong 2 talk in d class although id BE4 D CLASS STARTED... i reli accept wat she said d... but after so many tins i even bu shuang 4 she saying tis 2 me...
okok... others dun say liao... i admit i wrong oso lah... but did she need 2 so agrresive till lik tat? and i wont talk much during d class oso d loh... but she always pick on me oso...
come on... she till now still haven reli go teach at least a tin ler... and tis ARS subject is d onli subject tat makes me feel preesure d subject... when i started 2 study i dun even noe where 2 start... wat d... when other classmate say sumtin about her i still help her say sum gd word loh... grr...
anyways now i ok nw liao... i tin tat is no need 4 bu shuang 4 her... bad 4 health man... she do her duty as a teacher and i do my duty as a student... after tis sem there is no any connection anymore... however reli no interested on ARS now or attend her class...
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Stopped writing @ 1/15/2008
Saturday, January 12, 2008 ♥.
Decision is reli hard 2 choice... when there seems gt many problems or seem many choices 2 do that reli will confius us...
haiz... recently reli fan 4 a tin... erm... dunno wat should i do ler... if i do tis will tis become lik tis? if i do tis will d tins end up lik tis? or i should do lik tat? then my minds come out and said i wan do lik tat ler...
haiz... reli fan d loh... but there r manys problems tat block me do a tin oso... dunno y life wan giv us so many troubles... reli cant tahan sumtimes... even make a decision oso need 2 b so fan... seem will crea8 a big trouble if i make a wrong step...
anyways... i seem make up my mind edi... i tin i make a dicision... anyways... haiz... seem cant do lik tat... swt...
tats all... vry luan lik tat... even myself oso dunno wat i m writing...
and sry 4 ms... keep cant make it 4 red box... nex time wont lik tat liao... sure!!!
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Stopped writing @ 1/12/2008
Wednesday, January 9, 2008 ♥.
erm... time gt bit slow ler... juz pass 3 days onli... gosh... still need how long 2 over tius yr... omg...
haiz... scl start at last... so fast need 2 worry 4 d assignment liao... swt... and tis sem d schdule reli tight man... dunno how 2 survive oso loh... but anyways... my result has release edi... all pass... however still nt happy... haiz... sum can say is "shi wang" loh... coz d business communication... swt... i tot can get at least a B d... however end up vif C... swt... reli dunno how 2 say...
as i wan 2 continue my study at kl... i started 2 noe 2 worry 4 my exam... tis is a tin tat nvr happens 2 me be4... swt... last time when i exam i dun ever bother if i fail all man... reli started 2 noe d stress of exam... reli dunno d grade i get can get me 2 kl or nt... i will die if cant go kl study man... however after i ask ms. ong tat how 2 c 1... she said d average is B then ok liao... tis make me relief a bit liao... as i nw at least gt B...
knowing her reli makes me different man... i wont so care about my future be4 d... tin of make her life more easy... erm... k lah... i noe i tin 2 much liao... impossible... however... now i reli started wan 2 hav a serious study nw liao... started 2 tin how 2 earn money in future... or investment... and i reli feel lucky tat i study dba... i reli started 2 noe more from tis... thx 4 my buddies 4 always giv me d in4mation... i nt tat empty in my brain...
shun bian express a while... haiz... reli tin tat i s2pid lah... dunno how 2 talk oso... keep bring out d tin tat will make her worry... i wan gone crazy 4 tat s2pid words tat i said man... haiz... dunno hw lah...
kk... still bring back 2 d topic lah... tis short sem i tin will b vry hard 4 me... especially ARS(Academic Research Skill) haiz... totally blank man... tat teacher... haiz... dunno how 2 say... however i admit she is gd lah... but totally agressive... anyways... same... tis sem will pass soon oso... and i REPEAT!!! i didnt hate tat teacher...
4 my future... 4 her oso( keep tin of tis... paiseh) reli need 2 b serious from nw... Fight liao...
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Stopped writing @ 1/09/2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008 ♥.
haiz... recently reli lik vry suffer... dun wish go 2 scl oso... coz juz d holiday juz gt chance 2 meet her...
haiz... dunno how 2 describe my mood nw oso... damn low... dunwan say liao... erm... anyways there r still a motivation 4 me 2 scl... thats i wan finish my dba quickly then quickly go 2 kl... i wan 2 go kl study after my dba no matter wat... i wont go 2 aus as wat i plan be4... anyways... reli hope tis month finish quickly...
plan many after my dba liao... erm... i will go kl then live vif lippy... tat makes me happy oso... then go there gt more chance c her more... haiz... i reli reli wonder why d time over so slow 1... i reli cant tahan if continue lik tis man... edi many days my heart reli pain liao... still need 2 wait 4 another 1 yr and half month? i will gone crazy...
erm... recently i seem reli change a lot... hav many plan oso... i wan 2 earn more money... and need 2 hav d habit of saving from nw... hav many plan in future... open shop vif lippy(dunno wether he still remember or nt... his idea lai d), hope 2 do a kindergarden headmaster( most wan d dream coz of special reason... hope can fulfill it) erm... siao lah... all wishful tinking... but still hope can fulfill it...
tats all... scl is reopen 2me... its a short weeks... i will wait my sem pass 1 by 1...
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Stopped writing @ 1/06/2008